I stepped behind the camera on the weekend in order to capture my 30th birthday.
Yes, behind the camera. My view as a photographer is that I am normally infront of the camera because I have to make the hard decisions on the settings and lighting in order to capture the photo. My clients, family and friends are normally positioned behind the camera where they need to be themselves and show their true connection as a couple or family. Playing, giggling, smiling and showing love is easy once you relax and enjoy the experience. I think the hard work lies with getting the frame, angle, shutter speed, depth and exposure correctly. A photo worth cherishing needs to be treated with care and details that the photographer needs to create, and sometimes that happens very quickly.
I decided that the last time I was behind the camera is when I got married, 8 years ago. A wedding day is much different from the everyday. I do wish that I had captured my pregnancies but it wasn’t something I wanted back then. Now, I wish I had. Pregnancy is beautiful!
To build up the anticipation of capturing my 30th birthday I hired a photographer and I made a cake. Now, let’s just say that my birthday lands on Thanksgiving weekend. Yes, I am thankful for all the great things in my life but honestly I am not so thankful for all the birthday pies. Once in a while a birthday cake with candles would be nice. I honestly can’t remember the last time I enjoyed a cake for my birthday! In honor of my birthday I made a chocolate nutella buttercream cake with a fondant bow. Let’s say it was sort of like a cake smashing… but I didn’t sit on my cake or put my foot in the cake, I simply enjoyed my cake. Here is a picture of my beautiful cake prior to my session!
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I must say it was hard for me to be behind the camera with no one else in the frame. I was a bit nervous but soon warmed up to the idea that this was about me. It didn’t take long for me to relax and enjoy the experience. It sure helped that Heather was able to bring out some natural smiles. I can’t wait to see the photos from my session. Cake eating, pumpkins, bridges and bears, oh my! Okay, there weren’t any bears!
Here is a follow up picture of my cake after my girls and I indulged in it.
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